I do Care.

Care for Smiles. Pia, Cyril and Edzel during iCARE. 12-03-2009

Care for Smiles. Roma and Joyce during iCARE. 12-03-2009

"And now, I realized what weighs heavier, friendship and not boys."

It's been a hard time. I usually get so shocked of the things I don't expect to happen, but in time, I easily learned how to heal completely.

What is good about me is that I always realize what is more deserving. What is bad about me is that I react spontaneously when I am really shocked.

Sometimes, it makes people think that I have really big mood swings. Yeah, it's true. But sometimes, I'll end up regretting having been that mad and having been so judgemental. Guilt always comes at the end of the way.

Nothing's going to happen if I'll let everything sink into me. It'll affect other things in my life that should have kept going. I don't want to make a chnage because of a foolish act. If that's what they feel, so be it.

I still feel a little down and disappointed but, one tear is enough to release a big bunch of heartache. I do quickly heal and I do quickly move on (because I don't give the best there is and I only give half).

I love my friends. Though they are imperfect, I love them and I won't let anything happen to ruin such a year-long foundation of friendship.

Fel, I'll going to miss you! Ingat ka parati! :'(.

Shina: "Bakit mo kasi kailangang umalis?! Waah!"

X ni Fel: "Wala na tayong magagawa. Ganun talaga eh."

Aww.