The Little Black Skirt ♥

"With your bass and your beautiful eyes
The conversations with the little white lies
And the faded pictures of the beautiful night."

--Taylor Swift

When you feel your affected, stop it.

Christmas is near and I am so bored. I can't wait to buy a new guitar. I can't wait to feel the spirit of Christmas that somehow, the only thing I wish would change what I feel about now toward life.

It is a sleepy afternoon and I swear after typing this post, I'll head back to sleep. :))

I miss my friends.

I miss my guitar.

I miss the chaos.

I miss everything there was.

I hate everything there is.

Dear John

I have read "Dear John" by Nicholas Sparks for a day! Nicholas Sparks is a real genius.

My non-biological sister (Owie) gave me this book as her present for me this Christmas. I was so enthusiastic to read on that I realized, I finished the book! :))


I never thought how'd a love last in a long distant relationship. You rely on phone calls that never unravelled your deepest expression that can only be seen in a face. Staring in a full moon is heartbreaking since you know it's the only thing you rely on.


True love would never die if two persons are destined to be together. The story is non-fictional. It's merely a real imagination of what might become of love in my generation. We have different attitudes towards love, but love sets its way back and change us to become a person we never know we could ever be.


I never felt how it was to be in their position, but, I did, I would praise their foundation because I could never done that.

Aww! The story was amazing! I would watch its motion picture whenever it sets out on cinemas! :)

Sisterhood of The Xs

"Friends don't ditch each other, make false accusations, back fight or tell lies. Only LOSERS do that."


The Sisterhood of the Xs is otherwise known as Jeritedaclitine. Others, pronounce it fluently, no tangles still others, forget the name but remember the friendship that is embarked therein.


We were friends since the freshman year. It was a bit awkward during that time because I was new to them and so are they to me. It's like different nations joined to save the world from distraction.


We composed of different attitudes each representing a face of life. I was the serious one. The rest are happy people. I don't even know how'd I be so close and comfortable with them, but, everything in them makes me want to smile. A lot.


Im our sophomore year, things got really tight. There were problems but these problems made our bond stronger and that it is worth lasting.


The junior year was a bit crowded, now that pressure is really occupying our senses in mind. It feels like sometimes, just because your stressed, you don't know what you're saying anymore. Stress is not a saving grace. (I love that word! :D)



I try to see my life with my friends, always been there and always will. Though a times, there may have conflicts that break hearts, people try to involve in a situation there are not into and people that destroys the bond, the Xs will work it out. I know we will.

.idmiwisGB.

I Don't Mean It When I Say GoodBye

It's just so weird that I'll find out that his "pick" is still on my case. Actually, I purposely left it in a place where I will no longer remember where I'd place it. It was lost and I thought it was a good farewell.

But when Pat raided my case, she saw it. It was there, even though I double-checked it the previous day that that "pick" was really gone.

I don't expect something to happen because he is happy with my bestfriend. I don't even react that much since I have accepted it. But that pick, that stupid pick! Why'd you have to go back?

• I was nervous the whole day because of our tableau presentation in Social Studies. Our topis is about Napoleon Bonaparte, the role played by: Jaerelle. :) My part, a French army and a soldier on fire. :)) I was a bit disappointed of how it turned out since I slept at 12 o'clock last night just to prepare for it. *and now, my migraine is attacking me.

• Our IP materials was a total freakshow too. Fortunately, I ended up eating calamansi and apple with Sha. :P (From the IP material of other groups.)

• I was a bit nervous about Chemistry too since I don't really remember how'd I get all my answers from the seatworks in my notebook. (I usually forget things. :P)

• There's our CARE for tomorrow. We will had our Christmas party with all the expenses in our shoulders. *It's okay. It's Christmas naman eh. :P Btw, we (Claire and I) panicked because we don't have our donuts for our CARE party!)

I will have lollipops and juices in my hands tomorrow morning.

• Fel and I had a long chat. *Aww. I really miss you na, friend! She is in California, freaking out because of total culture shock.

Now, here I am, pretending I don't have other things to do but actually, I have tons of homework to finish!

Chao. :)

Hold On

"Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening"
--Lifehouse

There's always going to be something more of a worth for you. If this is happening now, let it be because you'll be happy and thankful that this happened to you.

Today, school was a mess. In the mornings, we had our session about "Immaculate Conception" since tomorrow is the feast day of the Immaculate Conception and we had a new aura of a homeroom period since Ms. Remo is back. :)

Math was okay. As usual, it's a bit sleepy. Chemistry? We had tried walking for 10 minutes, as slow as possible, but, unfortunately, we still had our SHORT quiz.

The afternoon was a commosion. It was absolutely absurd ang really annoying. The story is confidential.

"I've tried taking in everything I see even if it does hurt a little. I thought that a fake smile would undo everything for a while, but it can't. What it can only do is to put a lie in everbody's minds, pretending everything is okay while everything is really not."

I do Care.

Care for Smiles. Pia, Cyril and Edzel during iCARE. 12-03-2009

Care for Smiles. Roma and Joyce during iCARE. 12-03-2009

"And now, I realized what weighs heavier, friendship and not boys."

It's been a hard time. I usually get so shocked of the things I don't expect to happen, but in time, I easily learned how to heal completely.

What is good about me is that I always realize what is more deserving. What is bad about me is that I react spontaneously when I am really shocked.

Sometimes, it makes people think that I have really big mood swings. Yeah, it's true. But sometimes, I'll end up regretting having been that mad and having been so judgemental. Guilt always comes at the end of the way.

Nothing's going to happen if I'll let everything sink into me. It'll affect other things in my life that should have kept going. I don't want to make a chnage because of a foolish act. If that's what they feel, so be it.

I still feel a little down and disappointed but, one tear is enough to release a big bunch of heartache. I do quickly heal and I do quickly move on (because I don't give the best there is and I only give half).

I love my friends. Though they are imperfect, I love them and I won't let anything happen to ruin such a year-long foundation of friendship.

Fel, I'll going to miss you! Ingat ka parati! :'(.

Shina: "Bakit mo kasi kailangang umalis?! Waah!"

X ni Fel: "Wala na tayong magagawa. Ganun talaga eh."

Aww.