Samson

Oh gosh. My hair is "chin-short". :|

I watched ANTM (America's Next Top Model) last night. *Circle 13? Maybe. The circle where Naima Mora is. *I like her voice. :))

I don't get the point when these contestants cry over their hair. Don't they trust the magically creative head of Tyra? *Haha. But at some point, I did felt what they felt. *a little.

We went to Greenbelt yesterday to visit Going Straight. *since my mom is a member of their something, we can have a discount. I was shocked to realize that the hairstylist cut my hair so short that when he asked me if this haircut looked better than my uncut hair...

"Whhhyyyy?? Haven't you realize I look like someone else??! Arg. :|"

I guess I'll always think of Samson now.

Now all his hair are gone, so does his strength.

Now all my hair are gone, so does my reputation. :|

Long Wait

Much has happened in my life. I have been hurt and been healed. I've patched a friend's problem and I am glad to be of help. I was busy these past few weeks and now, I am proud to say: Happy Vacation! :)

Today, I officially start our Summer Vacation. Last Thursday, we are still there at school, finishing the layout. *and finally, we finished it yesterday.

I will miss everything that had happened during our level 9 days. *or HELL days. :))

• At first, we were a chaos. Because of too much pressure, lack of time and lots of assignments, we never realized how much damaged the impact of these things had done to our class.
• Yes, there were a lot of sleepless nights and I swear, I will sleep plenty this vacation.
• I am older now. I don't want to be. :|
• I am still busy this summer. I have these review sessions for UPCAT. Brain Train. I still have, well, trainings? Layouting. :|
  
• Need to play the guitar. It's a NEED. :))
• Need to stay up with friends. It's a NEED too. :D
  
• I was disappointed to back-out at Search-In. :(( *It's not even clear why I backed out!
• I slept 2 o'clock last night! :))
• I tried to not waste paper everytime I come up with something in my mind. I TRIED. It never worked. :P
• I'll miss the CARE jeep. :( *and the driver! :))
• I'll miss our students at Tambo Elementary School. :(
• I promise to still be loyal in doing the backboard design. *Although, I touched the backboard only TWICE this year.
• I'll teach my little brother how to color Squidward. :D *he colored him PINK! :))
• I'll be LEVEL 10. I'm almost finished in my high school days. :((
• The checks on my goal list weren't even half!
• My brother will go to the same school I study. *It's creepy to foresee.
• Just like what I posted at my Tumblr, my guitar passion is for back-up. Just incase my hands won't be able to draw anymore.
• I tell you, Campus Journalism his a lot heck of work.
• You'll realize that it hurts so much from the fact that someone tried to steal away something you treasure the most. But when things cool a little, you'll realize how lucky you've been because you know that "that someone" is happier than you. :)
• Fel. We've got to talk. :|
  

There will be so much more in my life. Some part of me wanted to see it. Some part, don't. I don't want to have a life I never expected I'll ever have. I want it planned with little surprises. :)

".You are the ONLY exception."

I am not Wonder Girl

"I'm more than some pretty face
beside a train and it's not easy to be me."
--Five For Fighting

Random Quotes. Scattered Mind. Unknown Future.

"I cried and the reason is not clearly stated in my mind so I kept telling them "I am alright" while the truth is that I don't know really why."

"Siguro, pagod na pagod na ako sa kaka-sakripisyo ng mga bagay na importante sa akin. Nag sa-sacrifice na nga ako, wala din namang nangyayaring maganda. Ang dami pang nadadamay. Buti nang huwag nang mag sacrifice baka sakaling may mangyari namang maayos-ayos."

"So sick."

The Little Black Skirt ♥

"With your bass and your beautiful eyes
The conversations with the little white lies
And the faded pictures of the beautiful night."

--Taylor Swift

When you feel your affected, stop it.

Christmas is near and I am so bored. I can't wait to buy a new guitar. I can't wait to feel the spirit of Christmas that somehow, the only thing I wish would change what I feel about now toward life.

It is a sleepy afternoon and I swear after typing this post, I'll head back to sleep. :))

I miss my friends.

I miss my guitar.

I miss the chaos.

I miss everything there was.

I hate everything there is.

Dear John

I have read "Dear John" by Nicholas Sparks for a day! Nicholas Sparks is a real genius.

My non-biological sister (Owie) gave me this book as her present for me this Christmas. I was so enthusiastic to read on that I realized, I finished the book! :))


I never thought how'd a love last in a long distant relationship. You rely on phone calls that never unravelled your deepest expression that can only be seen in a face. Staring in a full moon is heartbreaking since you know it's the only thing you rely on.


True love would never die if two persons are destined to be together. The story is non-fictional. It's merely a real imagination of what might become of love in my generation. We have different attitudes towards love, but love sets its way back and change us to become a person we never know we could ever be.


I never felt how it was to be in their position, but, I did, I would praise their foundation because I could never done that.

Aww! The story was amazing! I would watch its motion picture whenever it sets out on cinemas! :)

Sisterhood of The Xs

"Friends don't ditch each other, make false accusations, back fight or tell lies. Only LOSERS do that."


The Sisterhood of the Xs is otherwise known as Jeritedaclitine. Others, pronounce it fluently, no tangles still others, forget the name but remember the friendship that is embarked therein.


We were friends since the freshman year. It was a bit awkward during that time because I was new to them and so are they to me. It's like different nations joined to save the world from distraction.


We composed of different attitudes each representing a face of life. I was the serious one. The rest are happy people. I don't even know how'd I be so close and comfortable with them, but, everything in them makes me want to smile. A lot.


Im our sophomore year, things got really tight. There were problems but these problems made our bond stronger and that it is worth lasting.


The junior year was a bit crowded, now that pressure is really occupying our senses in mind. It feels like sometimes, just because your stressed, you don't know what you're saying anymore. Stress is not a saving grace. (I love that word! :D)



I try to see my life with my friends, always been there and always will. Though a times, there may have conflicts that break hearts, people try to involve in a situation there are not into and people that destroys the bond, the Xs will work it out. I know we will.

.idmiwisGB.

I Don't Mean It When I Say GoodBye

It's just so weird that I'll find out that his "pick" is still on my case. Actually, I purposely left it in a place where I will no longer remember where I'd place it. It was lost and I thought it was a good farewell.

But when Pat raided my case, she saw it. It was there, even though I double-checked it the previous day that that "pick" was really gone.

I don't expect something to happen because he is happy with my bestfriend. I don't even react that much since I have accepted it. But that pick, that stupid pick! Why'd you have to go back?

• I was nervous the whole day because of our tableau presentation in Social Studies. Our topis is about Napoleon Bonaparte, the role played by: Jaerelle. :) My part, a French army and a soldier on fire. :)) I was a bit disappointed of how it turned out since I slept at 12 o'clock last night just to prepare for it. *and now, my migraine is attacking me.

• Our IP materials was a total freakshow too. Fortunately, I ended up eating calamansi and apple with Sha. :P (From the IP material of other groups.)

• I was a bit nervous about Chemistry too since I don't really remember how'd I get all my answers from the seatworks in my notebook. (I usually forget things. :P)

• There's our CARE for tomorrow. We will had our Christmas party with all the expenses in our shoulders. *It's okay. It's Christmas naman eh. :P Btw, we (Claire and I) panicked because we don't have our donuts for our CARE party!)

I will have lollipops and juices in my hands tomorrow morning.

• Fel and I had a long chat. *Aww. I really miss you na, friend! She is in California, freaking out because of total culture shock.

Now, here I am, pretending I don't have other things to do but actually, I have tons of homework to finish!

Chao. :)