My BIRTHDAY yesterday. :]

<3.Love.love.<3.Love.LOVE. :]

*For Yesterday:

"I was so happy because even though I didn't really care about my birthday, still, others remembered it more than I did."

Yesterday was a boom. We went to Manila. Ate in a restaurant and had a horrible haircut. (Man, I hate haircuts!). Sometime, yesterday, I was thinking why do they make my day miserable with a haricut?!

They know I hate haircuts! They're a curse. Not at least, the barber is good looking! Haha! I wanted to thank everyone who greeted me especially to Paoline and Iching. Hay. I am so blessed for have these kind of friends. (BEST friends).

This is the most memorable birthday although it went all the same every year. It's just unique this time. It was emotionally happy and I forgot about it!

*For today:

I am so sad about the conversation that I and Mark Kevin had. (Secret).

All I want to say is that: THE HEART TAKES TIME TO HEAL, MK. Wait for it. You'll never realize that SOMEDAY, you'll be the one who'll forget the love you had even though you didn't really want to forget, so SMILE. :)

Wonder Dad!

I can't believe that I have been always looking on the tortures the person is giving to me. I never saw that it is really them that was teaching me the most.

It was a pale day yesterday. No computer. No guitar. No. None! But then I saw what my dad has been up to.

I remembered:

Wonder Dad:

-He was able to drive himself to PGH (Philippine General Hospital) even though he was experiencing a cardiac arrest. (It was in time of my drawing contest in La Mesa Eco Park and he suddenly went dizzy and that's where it ended.)

-He can lift 5 gallons of water continuously.
-He can go through a day without two nights of sleep.
-He doesn't cry. (Well, that's what I really admire! Haha!)
-He is used of cuts and burns, so it's no big deal to him even though there was a large, sharp razor blade in front of him.
-He goes out 1:30 in the early morning with his bicycle to buy something to eat.

And he is the best dad of all. *by the way, he likes red which I hate so much. :] *bbtw, I hate red because of Aaron. :]

I know this wasn't the time we should give tribute to Dads but this is the time I really did see what he has been doing from the times I have been so blind to see the efforts each of them are really doing for us.

I know there are times that he doesn't know what he is doing was right. We are human. we commit mistakes. We aren't perfect, so I now, I know that everything he did is everything I've become blind to see.

"Dads are just little boys who have grown up, decided to have a family and have a child so we don't have the right to judge them because like them, we also just came from our childhood."

The REALLY last day.

"Yesterday was really the final day."

It was AGAIN so sad that yesterday was really the final day. (It didn't even feel like it was the final day!)

The resort of Kevin O's was nice. It was nice place. Not that grand, not that fabulous. It was fun actually.

I've learned a lot yesterday:

-Kevin O. taught me some new chords in the guitar! He is very good at it. (Sobra!) :))
-Keren taught me the chords of Only Hope. :]
-Lulu taught Joyce how to play billiards.
-Edzel taught me how to play billiards.
-Sir Noriel taught me how to sing karaoke with feelings. (And I know you'll be reading this again! Haha!) Go, Mang Jose! (A song dedicated to Danielle!)
-I learned that it is not safe to stay beside a pool without extra clothes because you'll end up soaking wet.
-The song "Friend of Mine" is...uhm. nice. :]
-Short shorts are "in" for summer. Haha! Did I even learned that?!
-You need to bring sunblock lotion so that you'll never regret ending up dark-skinned.
-You'll suddenly realize that you'd like someone to teach you new things. :D (wide, wide smile!)

"Argh. Good things come to an end. 210 is the good thing that will never end. :]"

The Last Day.

"Aww. It's SO saddening to say that Level 8 is over. :("

The last day was not good. More like not a last day. Paoline, Edzel, Kernie and Karlie went for a last go on the volleyball court though the sun was steaming hot while I, Pamela and Annie stayed under a shade maybe to cool off under a striking ray of the sun.

It wasn't hard to accpet it's over because we know we'll gonna see each other on Monday because of the outing and I was so excited about it. The only thing that didn't made up my day during the last day, I didn't see him. =(

How come will I see him? He's probably contented of not seeing me. I mean, what's wrong with me?!

I am so sad that every happiness this year is SO-OVER! I mean we've had so much fun together! everything that happened this year is so extraordinary, one of a kind! Uncomparable!

All the achievements, the laughters, the corny jokes! Gaud! Why will all happiness suddenly went off? You know what?

All I know is that this has been the most wonderful year even thought this is all the time of the worst one. I've realized everything High School life has to offer and I learned how to be myself and stand up in what I believed in.

To my newly met friends and Old ones:

Eloisa Buno, Joanne Cesario, Joana Llanto, Clarice Andaya, Fleur Andaya, Graziella Andaya and Kuya Mar, thank you for accepting me in you happy van!

Jonah Angelica Deocariza, Eloisa Tipa, Raimund Silvestre, Emman Tipa, Ernest Tipa and Jerekko Cadorna, thank you for still being a friend of mine even though I have been separated from you. Aww. Miss you. :)

Pamela Tolentino, Anne Barro and Claire Serrano for being such a good friend (really good friend to me at times I am down.).

Sir Noriel Navita for becoming such a wonderful adviser and giving me the opportunity to experience having a friend who is a teacher. (Sir, I know you'll be reading this. =))

JERITEDACLITINE for giving me the best buds ever! Love, love, love you guys! Besties!!!

210! For being such a class. Never giving up and so victorious! We are so-a-CHAMPION! :))

God. *okay. It looks like I am writng an acknowledgement page in our IP! (Oh, btw, Miss Tipan and all our teachers!)

PE! Thank you, PE for keeping me fit and happy as I expect you to be my energy booster within a busy day. (I think.) A round to the oval! Stay at Chez Rafael.

Marianne Natividad, Joelle Ecito, Audrey Flores and Joyce Dinglasan for being there for me tuwing dismissal!

Our van who stopped working within 2 weeks and that made me stay with my FORMER servicemates! (The laptop breakdown! :)))

Uh! Damn! Why is this year have to end?!

Friendship Island

"I am so glad me and Nicole talked for just an hour or less. It's been so long since we've talked that way and besides, she is one of my good, good friends when I was in St. Paul College Makati. We talked in Yahoo! Messenger. It was hard concerning that they have a thanksgiving celebration there when we are chatting but it's worth it."

I liked going back from the past. It makes me remember how big and chubby I was when I was in pre-school days. I was a chocolate addict and all stuff I want is what I always get. It was nice to see pictures of old classmates that was so nerdy years ago and so glamorous at present. It's so nice to see the changes people are going through their lives especially the changes that really transformed them into a better person.

I remembered my past again. How colorful and beautiful it was. How contenting my lufe was then that I couldn't ask for more. everything was in my hands. Not until now, not until I discovered the true meaning of life.

Well, it's still nice to look at the past as the alternative way whenever we forget which way did we took before. It was like a map that you will never go that way again because you know it led you to a dead end. It leads you to a whole other way that will still bring you to your destination.

Oh. How I wish I could turn back time.