Vanity

"I was sick for approximately 60 hours and 30 minutes."

There's so much going on in my life now. For goodness sake, it is the start of the school year and it felt like this year's about to end. For the first week of school? It was disastrous, intoxicating and unbearable. For the other week, double the pain. To add in my dilemma, I got sick for 3 1/2 days and thirty minutes, I ride in a new school van full of people who are really different in the world I used to know and the fact that I can't tell mom that I wan't to move to another school van again because it looks to me that I'd rather live in a mobile home.

I can't believe what I have been through. The Cha 3x practical test will be on Monday. I need to study for Filipino. When? NOW! It's hard to study when you don't feel like. >.<

Oh crap. Just make my problems disappear for a while. I'll catch up later.

Another thing was Quita. Quita is facing a serious family problem and sometimes, it bothers me.

Good thing Pat, Justine, Pia, MK and me listened to her as she uncanningly spilled her milk.

"It's the start of the year! How worst will it go?"

Sorry Aaron for not attending the practice for our duet. I was sick. Hope you understand. :)

Practice makes the worst.

"Today, I scratched my throat because of non-stop singing for Music's quiz."

Pat, Richelle, Marianne, Len, Bianca, Pam, Claire, Kernie, Kevin O., MK, Jom, Edzel and Aaron went to practice at Raizza's house for the duet in music.

FORTUNATELY, Aaron was my partner. His voice doesn't match on how he looks. :P He has this good voice, a little pitchy like mine but really lovable. Sabi nga nung iba:

"Nakaka-inlove ka naman, Aaron!"

Haha. As if. :P

There's more lovable than Aaron. These where:

*MK singing Laklak.

*Jom singing Laklak.

*Kevin O, playing the guitar.

*Edzel playing the guitar.

*Bianca and Edzel singing.

*Pam and Claire having senti times. :P

*Keren playing the guitar.

*Kevin O, teaching how to play "You and Me" by Lifehouse.

*Marianne's groovy, hip-hop ZOO YORK shoes. *So cool. :)

*Raizza's house.

*The balcony?

*THE GUITARS!

*Pat and Joyce singing the karaoke. :))

"This is a so-fun-day. :P"

Brain Dead

"Last night was a bummer and freaky."

Last night's dream was reality and really freaky. I dreamed about this super famous villain *I don't know his name* and he popped out in the monitor screen of our PC. My brother was using it, then a dialog box appeared and his face appeared. he was saying:

"Click this button!"

My brother was hesitant because he was nervous and then he tried to turn off the computer's monitor but he said again:

"Click it or you'll die!"

Then my brother clicked it.

Then I saw the image. The image was my brother's back with a red spot on his back part of the head. He clicked the red spot and then he was shot! He was dead. :

You'll not going to imagine how horrible I felt. Like I was BRAIN-DEAD.

Then when I opened my eyes, I said: BRAIN-DEAD.

Truths, Lies and Earth

"In our world today, we can't differentiate the truth from the lies because modern lies comes out to modern truths."

I am watching news at this second. *I love watching news. :)* It made me think of how important it is to stick with the reality. Truth and reality are, somewhat, the same *Apparently, it means the same with me.* because, the reality is the truth, the fantasy is the lie (But, I believe in fantasies).

In accordance to what I am saying here, the 2010 elections are upcoming. The Influenza A (H1N1) virus or Swine disease for short was infecting hundreds of people. Murders, corruptions and global crisis is still on effect. I can't even imagine how'd I live underwater when the polar caps melt and then drown the whole world.

When did I become so concern?!

Well, I think it's time for a change. We can't just sit pretty on our expensive couches and read luxury magazines. There are always people that in contrary, getting their hearts out to make money and eat, even just two times a day. Can a simple push move the world?

Some people studies hard. Some, earns money just from the allowance their parents give them. All of us can't be a sloth. I try to pursue and make ways to reach a dream.

"Make the EARTH the sociably, best place to live in."

A little less, same concept:

I want to join the Nickelodeon: The Big Green Help Essay Contest since the last, last post I have written it, but, unfortunately, I am 15! :(( *And I am telling this again because I really do want to help. :)*

Here are some ways to help our society and planet.

• Donate old clothes to charity.
• Volunteer in the community service. *Volunteer. Not punishment. :)*
• Be humane!
• Oh. You know the others. Just do it. :)

Essence Of Household Chores

"Household chores are no big deal. You do all the chores then make yourself comfortable after the long tiring day."

I don't get it why most teenagers don't like chores. *Yeah. Well, I didn't like it before, but what can we do?* They stand up, do what is asked then return back to sit. Household chores was some kind of help. It was a kind of help. It a way to pay back all the goodness our parents have given us, so do your chores! Now!

By the way:

It was dad's birthday yesterday. He's a bit old, so I won't mention the age. The gift he mostly posses that day, a day of sleep. :))

24 Hours

"The remaining 24 hours before school begins is tragic."

Good thing, Iching told me that school will MAYBE postponed on June 8, 2009 because of the Influenza A (H1N1) virus which is unfortunately, deteriorating lives of many innocent citizens.

Today, I realized, I totally missed my bestie, Clarisa Reyes and my other best friends.

Jessa*Thessa*Danielle*Iching*Litz*Paoline

I want them now! :((

Nights and Days

"Summer's about to end. School's about to start. Nothing's new."

It's days away from the tortures of the school gate and alarm clocks. Add the lousy mornings to the list. Sometimes, I want to get up and be ready. Oftentimes, I'll stay in bed even though the alarm clock rang. I can imagine what time will I be sleeping in the nights where, usually, I accomplish my assignments and then wake up before the rooster even cocks. Oh Gadd. It's hard to imagine.

School has always been a home to me. It's where I want to be when I don't like the aura in our house. It's nice to stay at the terrace of the Chez Rafael and then see all the students relaxing themselves on the hot seats of their school vans. Here and there, there's a lot of chatting and showing off but, I never thought of doing the same thing they are doing.

I love drawing landscapes and sceneries when I was a kid while waiting for our maid to fetch me on the hallway of my former school. But now, when the maid is so out of high school girls and when I stay at the terrace of Chez Rafael, I became one of them. The chatterboxes.

Sometimes, I get lost *and now, I am at lost. Sorry for the randomness of my ideas.* because the place I stay during free hours in the afternoon is where I find myself. Nakakaligaw kasi ng pagkatao kapag ang mga kasama mo ay ibang iba sa'yo. The reason why I am telling this is that. I don't want to be the same person again.

This summer made so many changes. I suddenly realized that I had many dreams. I didn't even know that it existed.

• I want to sky dive.
• I want to play the piano.
• I want to be a professional guitar lead.
• I want to be reincarnated. (I know it's not a Catholic thing to believe in.)
• I want to be a cartoonist of "K-Zone" Magazine.
• I want to be a part of an orchestra.
• I want to meet Beethoven and play his symphonies.
• I want to be a lead vocalist to an indie band.
• I want to be a famous painter.
• I want to be melodic and have a music-inspired life.

See? There's so many things I want to do and I only find out all them this summer 2009. Unbelievable.

Last year, I always worry because I have no dreams. I don't think I have but I do have.

And now, it's time to dream big and maybe accomplish some of it this year.

*I already talked to Anne. :) She told me she'll be teaching me how to play the piano during school days. I guess it'a a good head start.

"A day today differs from a day tomorrow."

Cute Monsters?

Cute Monsters? Aren't they freak us to death and now, they're cute?!

Yeah. They are the CUTEST!

I love monsters at this moment and I still love the song, Ni (You) by Ariel Lin, Stuck With Each Other by Shontelle feat. Akon and Crazier by Taylor Swift.