It's the only one you've got

"When you try to get the things that makes you happy, you step on other people but these other people are speechless and so kind not to mind the disturbance you would cost them."

Today, I am so disappointed because I can't make the Ragnarok Valkyrie application work. I've been in so many hardships just from getting the CD and installing it. I tell you, I walked through mud just to get a copy.

The obsession came from Mayor and Blessa and Jom and Ort. They were all playing that RPG game. I was playing an RPG game, only it is Grand Chase. I don't know why I liked online games right now but this game makes me really happy.

I bought the copy at Edsa Central, last week when we went to Chinatown or Binondo to buy a battery for my Grandmother's revo. Edsa Central is really a center of pirated CDs. I know it is illegal but I can't find an original copy. So, we went there with my dad, brother and cousin. It was night and starry when we went there. There were so many people, busy as a bee. A man didn't even notice me though he bumped at me. (This obsession was uncontrollable!) It was a long walk. Gone to many stairs. Ups and downs. Left and Right. Hot and Cold. (Yeah. Hot and Cold) Saw many stalls. (One of them was the stalls of the "SELLERS OF PIRATED CDs") Saw many gays. (Haha. Really) Then, eventually, bought a CD. :D.

The problem doesn't end here. The installer has problem and I don't want to text the gay who sold me this! Mak was helping me. Kuya Raimund helped a little.

Still, the problem wasn't solved and I've got to fix this thing. (After I level up at Grand Chase! [Level 30])

The other story:

I dreamt of my former teacher, Miss Basig from St. Paul College Makati. She was the last teacher I saw at my former school.

She was a teacher at De La Salle Lipa! (Not gonna happen.)

Dragonball: Evolution

"The movie was so great."

If I'll gonna evaluate then tell the story about this movie, then you won't watch so watch it!

Yesterday, I and my cousin and my brother went to Robinsons Lipa to watch Dragonball Evolution since my brother is a fan of it. It was really earlier and the showing was still late so we decided to go to Timezone.

There's this one girl that made my head explode. I like going to the "In The Groove " in Timezone. She has 5 credits. I waited. We waited. She slashed her card. 6 Credits.

"Let's get out of here! Let's try the guns." I told my cousin since my brother had his own world at the race cars.

"We died."

The day was restless until it came the time.

The movie was so great.

I love goku. GOKU!

Then when the show ended, we spent time at Timezone again and ate in a restaurant there.


By the way, I saw Mark Tigno and Frances of 311.

Awake

"This is a movie review."

Last night, I have watched the movie entitled "Awake" featuring Hayden Christensen and Jessica Alba.
The story was super great.
It started like this:

He has a sickness that needed a heart transplant, so his family and his girlfriend was looking for a good surgeon. He has a trusted friend who is a surgeon. He trusted his friend so much that he wanted his friend to do the transplant. His mother disagreed since his mother know someone better that his friend. He trusted his friend so much, he made way for the surgery. His mother don't know about her girlfriend since it was her mother's secretary. That night, he introduced her to his mother and felt disappointed about it. All this story telling makes me lose a lot of time so better watch it in Star Movies. Haha

Another Idea: The Failon's Issue:

I think it is obscene and tragic to experience a death with a love one and being accused of what you didn't do. If I were the CSI agent who'll be working on this case, I'll tell it is suicide. Period.

Summer

"What is it with summer?"

Somewhat, this are the things I've done with these few days of summer:

-Yeah. I played the guitar until my nail beds are really history. (I can switch chords easily now! Like, D to sudden B! Wahaha! C# is the worst!)

-I tried to make a song. I am half way finishing it and I had no idea on how will I let you all listen to it. (Anyway, it sucks.)

-I attended the Honor's Assembly. Ha-ha. My best of FRIENDS a.k.a Jeritedaclitine surprised me of a cake. (I really didn't expected it. Kaya mahal ko kayo! Super!) They surprised me of a cake because of my birthday. (Nah, you don't want to know when.)

-My family was planning to go to Calatagan, Batangas or Lucena for.. I don't know but I am excited of it.

-I updated this blog. (Finally!)

-I play Grand Chase for a week and I am at Level 20. (Elesis only. For the rest, Lire and Arme, 5 or 4?)

-I am aiming to get Ronan and Lass. Haha!

-We traveled all over Laguna and ate some buko pie. Haha!

The worst things that happened this summer opening:

-Have you watched the latest season of House? With the three new doctors? I hated it. I can't find CHASE! Cameron is a blondie now and still, the same old Gregory House.

-About the new season again, (I have watched it this morning.) the sickness the two people have there, I am experiencing it but not really the way they are experiencing it. It is like a metaphor. I was awake but I am sleep-walking! Was that nice or what?! (It means that my vital sings are okay but my brain isn't functioning! Haha. How could I have written this blog post, anyway?)

-I found out that my brother was sneaking out in one of my scrapbooks which HE have a message on. (It made me feel like a child to know that there is a gossip BOY in the house.)

-I tried to join the contest of Nickelodeon: The Big Green Help only to find out that only 14 years old can join! (I wish I have read it before my birthday. T_T).

-About the Esssay Writing Contest of the BIG GREEN HELP, I tried to make one and name it after my brother, Matthew who is 12 years old and he is valid!

-I hated doing things for my brother's sake. X(

- I have bruises and scratches because of dancing at the bathroom. (Nah! It was a joke. I am not that wild while dancing in the bathroom).

-I try to concentrate on my vocals in the bathroom. (Hey! There is really a good sound system there and besides, my voice tunes better inside the bathroom. Haha!)

The Bad Timing

THE BAD TIMING

It was really annoying of
What I've been doing
When I'm thinking it's the end of the world
And now my brain is cracking
Of how miserable I've been
Now, I'm seeing there's so much to go

When I ride the bus or just waiting at the stop
Didn't think I'll be alright
When I am over reacting of suddenly crossing
A street when no car is around

Oh. You know what's the meaning of those words?

Oh, nothing. Just a stupid lyrics I wrote. It doesn't make any sense. Haha!

My Dreams.

Once I dreamed about:

*I and my family riding in Joker's car.
*I dreamed about him, he was in my grandmother's backyard (Yeah! That was funny!) and he was playing with some other guys only to know he was hiding behind a bush, seeing another girl. :(
*I dreamed about him (again) and he and other guy (which is his best friend) shopping for dresses at Robinsons! Haha!

Dreams are really meant to guide us in so many ways.

Somehow, dreams are the ways.
They are the reasons for being imaginative and living everyday. I know my dreams are really hilarious but I dream once a month, so better get the chance.

Usually, my dreams are worthless.

They don't signify anything and makes me only laugh. It was really absurd on how my dreams come out. I try to tell it to friends and my pesky, little brother and they laugh about it. (Well, I try to laugh about it to. Hell, who would dream of a guy who shops for dresses?! Haha!)

Anything but dreams makes me feel better the next day. The only dream that didn't made me feel so good is my dream last night.

It was so disturbing. It was a non-sense. It doesn't made me think of a meaning.

The dream was:

It was dark. It was messy. I was crying.

Then, I saw my family, him, my friends. They are all turning away. Okay. It wasn't really dark but it has a atmosphere of bad and evil things. Creepy and terrifying.

"Oh My Gawd. Don't be a nightmare" I cried. "I am not ready to die!" I exclaimed afterward.

"DREAMS are made to live."

Resident Evil: Extinction

"Yesterday was a whole night long watching of films on TV!"

Most of the bored people around, (e.g. Rishina Ty) scans TV channels and gets really annoyed only to find out there wasn't something good to watch until I saw Resident Evil: Extinction on Star Movies.

The movie started with a zombie probably looks like the person I really hate or worse! (Sorry! Haha!)

It revolved on the story plot that a virus or otherwise known as T-Virus spread out in America and later, the whole world. It caused lands to be barren and turn out to desserts. The food and other necessities is a survival of the fittest. As I mentioned the "survival of the fittest", Milla Jovovich or known as Alice in the movie strive to escape the hungry eyes of the world renowned virus.

Along with her journey to Alaska, as she knows that it is the only place left not infected by the said virus, she met other people still have their minds and escaped the virus' effects.

The virus effects was to turn people into mindless zombies. They hunger for human flesh and they are lost in control.

Alice is known to have the cure of these disease in her blood. She is super natural. She has powers that saved the other survivors as they fought with the people they used to know.

A group of highly scientific people was doing a cure to the virus slowly dying out the human population. Only to know that Alice was the cure, they made millions of clones with the same DNA and everything.

The master of the making of the cure was a some kind of freakingly selfish doctor then when he tried it out to the zombie, at first, it worked but later on caused the zombies to return back to normally, flesh-eating mammal.
He was bitten by the zombie.
He became a stupid guy and tried every bottle of the experimental cure.

Then he became a monster! Haha.

Alice tried to fight the freakingly, ugly monster until she did. Then off she unleashed the millions of her clones to destroy the true master of the group.

Wah! It's a mouthful to tell you the story! Just watch it. Keep your eyes open to Star Movies, day and night then, tell me.

Are they really ugly, or nice?

The Clone.

Before I start the true happenings today: The bangs are distracting.

"It was Palm Sunday. A day of remembering Jesus' enter to the land of Jerusalem."

As part of being a Christian, Palm Sunday has always been a time to remember Christ's entry to the holy land and thus, the buying of palm leaves or "palaspas" is really out today. Last afternoon, we went to Mount Carmel Church to buy a "palaspas" and let it be blessed. It was crowded, concerning there's a lot of people who want their "palaspas" to be blessed. We were on the car, my dad was looking for a parking spot when someone caught my stupid eye.

ALERT!
It was exactly like him! It was him!

"Heck, Lord!" I cried. Why this day?! His posture was unlike his but it does really look like him, when facing backwards. I became nervous. My heart's starts beating hard and I feel ridiculous about it. I laughed hard without enough reason!
"Damn!" I cried again. We went inside. There were people. Lots of people. We waited for the mass to start so we prayed first. I wondered how God listened to all these people who are praying. Was it really hard to hear millions of voices with one ear? Or does he have millions of ears? Haha. I was getting nervous because the him I am talking to was entering the same door only to know...

ALERT #2!
It WASN'T him.

"Heck!" for the second time, I cried. Oh gosh, why do I see him everytime?! I am OVER him! What's the matter with my eyes! (That's why I called my eyes stupid!). When the mass ended, we went inside the car to go to South Supermarket to buy some groceries. We ate afternoon snacks then, went to our grandmother's house for dinner. As we enter the gate of my grandmother's house. I saw a guy and it looks just like him and apparently, the guy is NOT him.

"I've got to escape this dream! It's bad!" my mind kept telling me.

The ambiance of my grandmother's house was fresh and old-fashioned. (Yeah. What do you expect? She's old so old-fashioned house is probably what she has). The house itself makes want to enjoy life but it kind of hot in there. No worries. The food was great! It is so healthy. I wish that was my house. A house like no other.

"The clone kept on distracting my life. The face. The memories. Please be gone. Please."

Selfish.

"He was bugging my world. He was holding it between his hands and I can't loosen the grip. It was just so irrelevant."

I was slowly dying as my physical being was chewing me in. My hearts a stomp yard! I lose my breath whenever I try to be heroically strong.

They don't know I am dying for air. :(