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♥ I am a girl that wishes maybe life would always be a dream. A Utopian society wherein everything is ideal. It's upto me, to make it right. ♥ I don't love general quotations because I know that everyone has one. ♥ I don't try to be myself but I try to be comfortable with others. ♥ I don't get blinded by things that knocks me dead.. and I don't find life hard, it's just challenging. :) ♥ shina.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Then I fell

"What happened yesterday is the fourth time. When's the fifth?"

Yesterday was really a sad, sad time. I went to school with Dysmenorrhea. It is a strange and super achy feeling during menstruation. I never thought this would end up in a big time, bad time!

My hips are continuously hurting during English class. That was before lunch so Jessa decide to accompany me to the clinic. We went to the Year Level Moderator's office to get a pass then ate first before going there.

Time was so fast. When I was already in the clinic, Jessa left me. They told me to lie down and sleep and put on a Hot Pack. I was relieved after an hour so I decided to go back to class since I missed TLE. After the subject is PE. The truth is, my tummy still hurts a little but I did went to PE because PE is so much fun. I haven't joined the other game of softball last Thursday so I decided to join yesterday. It wasn't hard. The ache in my tummy faded off. Then, I went for a round in the oval. I never really get that tired but my legs started to tingle. It was getting weaker so I sat down the green lawn. My heart rate was racing but I thought it was normal. It was windy but my head started to spin. Anne lend me a hand to stand up. At first, I can't. Then, I did. Owie approached Miss Merlin because I told her I wasn't feeling well.

Then it happened for the fourth time. :'(

The world started spinning. Me eyesight started to become green then black. My head was hopeless. My limbs were shaking. My breathing wasn't normal and I was grasping for air. I was about to fall when Miss Merlin approached me. She made me stay awake. They said I was pale. Really pale. Well, that was fortunate because the third time it happened, I was violet.

Miss Merlin stayed at my side. I puked then it hurted so much, It made me cry. I don't know what is happening to me since I haven't visited the doctor. Miss Merlin told Edzel, Pia and Justine to get the wheel chair from the YLM then I don't know what happened.

All I know is that something bad is happening to me.

I ended up again in the clinic. I was lying in the third bed with someone on the fourth bed. She was listening to the music in her phone, probably. It was a little loud. Music makes me feel sleepy so I went to sleep waking at four o'clock. It was dismissal so I decided to go back to the classroom. I walked just like normal. Just like nothing happened. I was a stranger to people who is staring at me because I looked so sick. I went back to the classroom, seeing my classmates packing their things to go home.

Then, Litz saw me. They were questioning me and asking me if I'm alright. I was. I feel better but they still asked me tons of questions. I really feel bad for Justine, Pia and Edzel who accompanied me to the clinic. I was heavy. I know that and I feel so sorry for them for having me lifted.

Pia said she was sorry for lifting my head up so high. Yeah, I was about to laugh at that. It was alright for me since I can't really control my head at that time.

Actually, I was still naughty at that point of time. I was telling them I can walk but in reality, I can't. I was just to weak.

"I don't know what's wrong with my body functions. If I have a sickness that suddenly would end up me? Well, It will not be successful."

Now, people were sending me IMs and comments of how I was. Well, I will have my check-up on Monday. Let's just see what will happen to me. Lord, make it good.

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