Feelings Change

"I should have felt happy for them but why do I don't?"

Today is the day before our Foundation Week. I stayed up late at school because I helped my fellow classmates to set up the booth. It ended late at night so the SBJH helped us. It was not hard to even notice the tension growing between our two classmates. I know they liked each other and they're just expressing it but why INFRONT of me? (Don't you know I have been adoring you since then?!)

I was so sad because I haven't expected them to be together. The guy told me that he did not really liked her but unfortunately feelings change. The least I could do is to be happy. Accept the fact that there are still other guys around. (Shadow, my ever loyal accompaniment) I don't know why I'm I feeling so jealous. Maybe I just don't want to lose a friend. Especially a really good friend. He listens whenever I talk. He pays attention when I need one. He does it all.

What happened during the setting up of the booth:

The booth was named "Butbutan ng Lagim" Haha!
Sir Brain helped us in SO MANY ways.
Disappointment with the TWO.
Disappointment of a friend with the TWO.
People were hurt:
-Physically:
*Pam and I (I had a burn in my hands because of glue gun.)
-Emotionally:
*Again the TWO.

Oh gosh. I don't mean to be mean. It's what I feel.
Argh.
Damn love.